When you were young, your identity was being the kid that was good at sports. You weren’t great at other things, but get you on the field or the ice and you’d wipe the floor with anyone.
You loved it.
You lived for it.
And now that you feel like you’ve lost it, all you want is to get it back.
And not being able to light it up has affected everything in your life. You don’t know who you are anymore. You’ve lost that swagger you used to have and you want it back.
You want to feel better. You want to look better. You want to perform better. You want to fuck better.